Hei, Hooman! Have you ever seen a dinosaurs's writing? this is it!
The day is too long
I'm too tired
I toss and turn all night, thinking about it every day
When tonight passes and tomorrow night comes
I hope I can have a good dream and asleep
Anyway
How are you?
How are you doing?
Is it the day you've been hoping for?
Like you asked me, I asked you
"I've been doing well."
Without hesitating for a moment
I sincerely hope you tell me
"I'm fine."
With that phrase, me too, I'm fine
Beberapa bulan gak buka blog, kok rasanya kaku banget ya hahaha. Niatnya mau ngerapihin macem-macem tapi kok jadi lupa harus klik apa, apa aja yang harus di set. Ya ampun apakah ini rasanya menua (?) Oh no Faza you still in your early 20s!
Jadi ngerti kenapa umi dan banyak orang tua di luar sana yang susaah banget kalo diajak go digital, karena emang akan kaku pas pertama kali megang dan banyak fitur-fitur yang bikin mikir "apasiiiih ini kok lupa lagi". Gue yang baru gak megang wix beberapa bulan aja butuh 1 jam lebih buat utak-atik dan inget semua, padahal waktu kuliah sampe cabut kelas cuma buat hias blog.
Bener ya, teknologi tuh cepet banget berkembangnya. Kalo kita terjebak di jiwa-jiwa tua yang udah merasa nyaman dengan apa yang kita tau sekarang & gak mau nyari tau hal baru, duh udah pasti lewat deh!
Udah gitu aja, intinya aku menolak tua dengan cepat jadi harus rajin-rajin update sama dunia luar! Hahaha
It's been a year, but the warmth of their laugh remains the same. Wow, life before pandemic feels unreal tonight. I miss everything we used to do out there. Hi there, Marang & kids! How have you been?
I miss the places.
Rumah pakde, sumur tanpa atap tempat aku sama ungek cerita, kebun sawit, sawah, pohon kelapa depan rumah, halaman depan yang suuuuper luas tempat nyari sinyal, rumah stepma tempat makan dan mandi mewah, sekolah!, rumpel!, warung gorengan, hutan belakang rumah, jalan-jalan kecil yang bikin kesandung tiap pagi, rumah pempek depan sekolah, pantai! sungai! and everyplaces!
I miss the kids.
Rehan, Meytha, Marsha, and all the kid that i might not mention all of them(84+++ kids haha?!?!). I might forget ur name but you will always stay in my heart, kids
I miss cemarang.
Bangun, ngantri mandi, mandi bertiga, piket masak, berantem sama Rifqi pas masak, ngedengerin teori aneh Rifqi pas masak, marahin Leon karena garemnya kurang, bengong ngeliat skill masak Ghina, ngeliat King Ali nyari sinyal dibawah pohon kelapa, ngobrol sampe kaki dimakan nyamuk di teras, ngerumpel sampe tengah malem, bengong ngeliatin Sasa nomerin buku, jadi budak selotip selama rumpel, ngecat dinding, ngerusakin lampu sorot, sumur, mobil pakde, dan kompor ibu, deep sharing dibawah pohon kelapa dan di sumur, ngeliat Dinmaw nyikat lantai, Ngetawain Dinmaw di jam jam bodoh, bengong ngeliat kelakukan Umi. And everythinggg
Hi there, Marang!
Thanks for being a very colorful memory of 2020 beginning, just a month before the pandemic is a thing.
It feels surreal tonight, that we used to travel around the world without worry, used to can greet every people warmly, used to hug each other every time we need affection, used to go to school without mask, used to fight every time with friends and makeup after teacher came. Wow, lucky me to have experienced all those memories
Hi there, Marang!
I've graduated now. Online class is sucks . Don't ask about online graduation, I just sat in my room and watched the zoom meeting for three hours hahah. But that's okay, I still love my journey at campus!
Hi there, Marang! I just miss you out of nowhere tonight. How have you been?
Is everyone there wearing a mask? Or do you still go to the pengajian mingguan as usual? Are children now have an online school? Or continue to study together as before? Whatever you do, I hope you all stay healthy and we can meet again someday
luv,
faz